Music & Me

"I want to express myself blablabla...." Maybe you've read those sentences on previous post. Maybe you're wondering right now what's need to be expressed. Yes! it's about music. I know that my singing voice is not really good, i can't play any instruments, but believe or not, i've got a weird imagination about music. I'm imagining that i be a music producer and produce a girl group like TLC. It got booming in this country and we got many awards. I've ever imagined that i wrote songs for several singers and the weirder thing is that i imagined that the year of me being those things was around 90s. Yes, i like 90s music more than these-days music, especially RnB. There are things about them that can't be expressed by words. But it is clear that they are 100% better than these-days music. In 90s, woman didn't need to show off their b***s to be popular. They just need their beautiful voice and unique style to be popular and the most important is the attitude. I found that 90s singers are humbler than these-days singers. I also found that 90s songs are more interesting to listen to and the music video is more interesting too to watch.

Honestly, i want to learn to play instruments after the National Exam. And "want to learn to play instruments (piano or guitar)" is included on my 2015 resolution. I got interested after seeing reality show like American Idol, when the singers sang while playing instruments. It's so cool. I hope that i can be like them. I imagined singing while playing guitar or piano and i feel like a rock star. hehe. The weird thing is that i want to be something involved on music depends on what musical things that i like. For example when i like American Idol i want to be the contestant or (weirdly) be the judge. I also have a dream that i'm gonna be a singer-songwriter one day, that's why i want to learn English language because feelings through songs is easier to be expressed through English language. To be honest, i have written a song (without a note exactly) for a girl that i had a crush on that time.

Besides my desire to express myself through playing music or singing, i also have a hobby that the other teenagers don't have. It is collecting CDs (Compact Disc). Maybe you will be confused why i want to collect CDs when now i can download MP3s, or you will think "this is 2015, i like to buy music through iTunes more than having to go to a Record Store, buying a CD and then listen to it and ten years later, i will lose the CD". Here is why i want to collect CDs. First, i like to have the "master" file of something. There is something that i like about CD. Maybe i like to have music with booklet and the album cover or when i like something i have to have it materially, so not only the soft copy or hard copy. The next reason why i'm collecting CDs is that i love music. In my opinion when people like several music and name themself as a fan of some artist, it's a lie when they still download the songs ilegally (unless they don't have much money). So i just want to appreciate the hardwork of my favourite singers so i show my appreciation through buying CD.