How's Life?

Like i have told you before, this blog is basically made for school assignment (even though i have planned to write something like this before hehe), so it seems like rushing if i write something like this right now. I want to focus on National Exam so i just plan to write things after National Exam, but the assignment is due Thursday this week, so i have to write something hehe

How is my life? As i'm growing up life is getting harder. I'm a teenager. I'm not a child, not yet an adult (i got the idea for this word from Britney Spears' song btw HAHAHA). I start to have some troubles, heartbreaks and slowly i realized that THAT'S LIFE. You can't feel happy all the time like when you were a child. Sometimes you feel the ups and the other time you feel the downs. Being a Junior High School is hard, but i know Senior High School will be harder, so when i feel the downs of being a teenager, i just see the bright side that i've been being prepared. The bright side is when i fall, i got broken, i feel those bad feelings like depressed, intimidated, broken-hearted etc i will get stronger each time i'm being broken.

In Junior High School, i found many kind of people. I think that those people have shown me the depiction of the real world (i know as i am growing older, the world around me will get meaner). There are many kind of people in my school. I feel that my school gets me to be the light around the darkness sometimes. I hate the time when almost of my friends do bad things or do things prohibited in my school. Sometimes, it's just hard to stand on our ground. But, sometimes i just can't resist. There are the kinds that sometimes force me to do this or that or be this or that, and the worst part is when they say "be like him, you'll be blablabla." I just can't stand when people say that. I mean, this is me, i have a will to have my own style. And i always think that me and every other person have our own strengths and weaknesses. That's why i'm proud of being me.

On these final days of  Junior High School, sometimes i feel the depression. Commonly, i feel depressed because of bad grades, but as bad grades had broke me for thousand times, i get used to it. It is proven that every breaks will lessen your fragility, and that will make you stronger :) Honestly i had a thousand dreams and being on foreign best college is one of them, so that's the reason why sometimes bad grades break me. But exactly i'm not all about those lessons, sometimes i feel that i wanna run away from school because school makes us learn those things that we don't even like. Junior High School is not the place to fully express myself honestly. I mean i have those things that you don't even know it exist. It's just not expressed. So, that's why i'm just so excited for Senior High School, because that can be my place to express myself. Even though it will be hard i feel so challenged. Senior High School is the reason why i'm busy studying because i want to find the best high school so it can help me to develop my own strengths.